bila ramai yang bertanya

wani, how is the man in your dream?

1. first thing first, perlu ada kimia antara kami. kalau takde kimia, nanti gadoh susah. i bertumbuk dengan dia, i kat atas dia kat bawah. i pulak kat atas, dia pulak kat bawah. eh eh.. ni macam dah lain
(-_-")

2. someone yang believe in the power of doa. "ya Allah ya Tuhanku, restuilah hubungan kami dan biarlah sayang aku tak gemok sangat" tu contoh je ^_^

3. love my family and i seadanya.

4. sayangkan Allah. tidak perlu bertasbih 24/7. tapi memadai solatnya cukup. boleh bimbing isteri and anak-anak. ececeh

5. bijak untuk handle saya, dunia dan akhirat. and boleh being a good father (-_-")

6. TIDAK MEROKOK

7. bijaksana. for obvious reason.

8. lelaki yang kelakar

9. suka buat something surprise. for me :)

10. sayangkan emaknya lebih dari orang lain.

11. seseorang yang pandai masak. saya bukan tak boleh masak, boleh je. tapiii.. ok next!

12. si dia yang sangat positif. dia baik bukan hanya pada saya, tapi baik pada semua orang. jujur in his every single word. seorang yang setia. rendah diri. rajin bersukan. bukan penipu.

13. tinggi melebihi dari 160cm (-_-")

14. pembersih

15. lelaki yang BUKAN MILIK PEREMPUAN LAIN selain dari familynya

16. pandai sesuaikan diri dengan keadaan/majlis.

17. rambut kacak dan badan wangi -_-"

18. hobi kami mesti almost sama. makan, shopping, holiday. even dia takde duit sangat macam i, takpe. kita buat-buat macam ada duit bayyby. haha

19. saya tak suka sweet talker yang dengan semua perempuan dia smooth gila. bila dengan yang betul-betul sayang dah takde beza.

20. seorang yang kuat. boleh protect saya dari hantu and syaitan. tapi kalau dia sendiri dah jadi macam syaitonn (bunyi gempak sebut syaitonn), im sorry! better you blah bro -_-"

21. paling penting, boleh buat abah saya jatuh cinta. bukan cinta-cinta yang tu, tapi you know how it was. sampai abah boleh cakap, ei ei sukanya budak ni. jadi menantu cepat!
abah, i trust your judgements. always do :)



i know it is so unlike me to talk about love-related topics but hellowww saya bukan budak lagi walaupun makan masih comot, bangun tidur mesti dikejut and cadar katil masih kartun seindah warna.

walaupun saya nampak macam tak matured sebab setiap kali rasa haus, saya rasa macam nak beli vitagen or ribena, but personally, i strongly feel that love relationship should always menuju ke arah perkahwinan. macam dah bukan masa nak main-mainkan hati perasaan orang. watch your back. there's a thing called karma. kau buat orang, one day kau akan dapat nasib yang sama balik. hah, cuak.

kalau bercakap tentang lelaki idaman, mesti orang cakap, amboi amboi nak yang perfect je. saya bukan seorang yang pemilih. itu cuma dream. tapi, jika ada lelaki sebegitu rupa, tanpa gusar tanpa ragu, nikahiku sekarang dengan restu dariMu.

tapi ini hanya list. sebab bila cinta datang, semua ciri-ciri idaman kena tendang T_T

and and lastly.. a special thanx to my cousins and friends yang beriya-riya nak kenen-kenenkan saya dengan si polan polan. kalau ada pengalaman sila kongsi. sebab saya single lagi. ngee :)

luv, wani..

inspiration

Tuan Haji Ahmad Rozelan.. Congratulations!

finally, Prof Madya is yours.

Alhamdullilah and i am happy for you.

Prof Madya Hj Ahmad Rozelan memang abah saya :)

ngee~ dan dan ngaku.

luv, wani..

goodbye boredom

akhirnya.. nafsu nak hangout dengan dua-dua mereka jadi nyata. kitorang punya excited sampaikan jumpa pokok hijau, besi buruk, masing-masing gila jakun muka.

mascot kelab pencinta alam sekolah macam ni ah.

me and yuyu.. surprisingly, we all memang boleh ngam habis. about anything and everything. looking forward untuk her wedding. i pulak yang excited belek magazine Pengantin. babe, i'll always be your friend anytime anywhere yaw :)

wan and i.. yuyu's hubby. the best thing tentang wan is.. his name almost sama dengan i. syazwan and syazwani. plus; we were born on the same date too. on 1st may everyone! whoop whoop~

sweet couple ever :)

ok. dah habis gambar sweet couple. just tinggal gambar sweet sour yang geli geli je. yeahh~

and and.. gambar paling geli..

enough for now.

siti nur yuyu and syazwan, thanx for the dinner. and thanx for cheering me out ♥

luv, wani..

sebab saya tak perlu cinta hati lain buat masa ni

eiyewww.. posing yang sangat geli (-_-")

saya sangat jatuh cinta dengan mereka :)

emak, aina, baby and abah.. they such impact on my life

ketiadaan mereka sangat membuat hati gundah gulana. they meant more to me than anyone i ever loved at all.

dulu masa saya was a baby and masa tak berapa nak baby sangat, saya sangat manja. ini emak and abah cerita. every time kalau dapat selsema, saya akan cari abah dulu..

abah, tolong buangkan.

haha. yummy kan? dulu tangan saya just untuk jalan melenggang kangkung kott. even kalau makan pun..

mak, tolong suapkan.

see. sangat mengada-ngada. saya tahu tu. sekarang, saya masih manja dengan abah but bertempat. ceh, takde ah sampai nak suruh buangkan hingus lagi. but you know how it was. everything yang saya rasa patut share, i'll share with him. sometimes, emak tak tahu 'hal' yang saya share dengan abah. well, hal lelaki perempuan tak boleh tahu sangat :)

the thing yang saya suka dengan hero sorang ni, beliau sangat cool. takde nak kecoh-kecoh. mostly bila time saya terkantoi berkawan dengan mana-mana si polan polan. he will ask me;
boyfriend baru ke? sembahyang cukup?

abah akan angkat kening and we laugh together. haha. i love him lahh :)

hal emak lain pulak. kalau saya ada di hostel, she will call me;

jom teman mak beli barang. kejap je.

ok fine! saya anak menurut perintah. bila abah call;

kenapa ajak emak shopping? cubala ajak pegi jogging.

tengok tu. siapa yang bersalah dalam hal ni. i jadi mangsa keadaan ok (-_-")

about siblings, saya rasa saya sangat belum matured because of baby and aina lahh. they were so young. so nak tak nak, saya terpaksa join diorang main kat rumah. ibarat air dicincang takkan putus. (alasan!) wehee~

and.. saya sangat rindukan dia. teramat sangat.

Allahyarhamah Mimi Fariha..

the person yang paling rapat dengan saya dah pergi untuk selama-lamanya. i miss her damn much. haih :'(

luv, wani..

alhamdullilah

i'm happy! muchh muchh happy. masalah yang menyesakkan kotak fikiran dah pergi jauh-jauh. thank you to those yang give support selama i bermasalah. especially to my friends terchentaaa. eh tapi kan, whenever i feel happy, i'm scared lahh. because i know, something will make me unhappy again. ohh. but but but..right this very moment, i will just enjoy life as it is now. treasure what i have, be thankful for what i already gain and hover around :)

ok wani, that's enough. pergi baca notes. kejab lagi quiz. i have to study for Flash quiz. i have worksheets to be completed. i need to research about LRT punya sistem. haih. tapi semangat untuk bagitau yang i happy sangat maksima mengatasi notes depan mata. haha. gilo.

eiii.. saya mengidam nak shopping lahh. anyone yang willing nak temankan? eh eh dah dah. bye-bye everyone.

luv, wani..

life's like this

hye. my day was definitely unproductive. i cry myself to sleep last night. that particular 'feeling' comes rolling back into my life yesterday. sangat memberi kesan untuk kelas Data Struct tadi. baru nak buat-buat muka dean list, tapi semangat tu takde. dear heart, i promise settlekan this 'thing' ASAP as i can (-_-")

gambar atas tak boleh blahh.. macam lagu kau pergi jua. haha

i wish everything that i'm feeling right now would just dissapear and never come back. maybe i need to hear a solid reason from you so that i can move on. to be honest, hati saya tak tenang. and the fact that you left me hanging, makes everything hard. hmm. atau mungkin saya patut redha? ya Allah, please give me strength to go through this. amin.

erm. most of my lunch time tadi, i was spent with my girls at kedai makan apa eh. eh eh lupa. tapi we all memang happy gila. we talk about everything and just laugh about anything together. i had so much fun. sampai abang-abang sebelah meja nak join sekaki. sekaki je? ok tukar. join dua kaki. ohh by the way, thank you girls. i dah macam kuntilanak tergelak-gelak terbahak-bahak tadi.

ok. malas nak bebel panjang. sebab entry yang bawah ni pun ada someone yang tak paham dengan penulisan i. so dengan kebaikan yang i ada, i terpaksa story kat dia manually (through sms). haih. sia-sia aku duk tulis ah. haha. anyway, don't worry beb. i tak mention nama you oke. cuak cuak. wehee~ maybe penulisan i too bad kott. bukan you yang lembaps kannn~ :) it's ok. as long as i tahu yang you care for me as much as i care for you. so i tak kisahlah nak bagi you paham story i macam mana sekalipun. and most importantly, that you'll always be with me through thick and thin. ececeh. mana-mana girl yang single tu, boleh lahh. he is single too :)

oh! it's already 3.30 pm. before this 6 pm, i shall crack my brain with Data Struct again again and over again. erghh~ bye people. i hope things will run smoothly. tolong doakan ya.

pstt.. apa you rasa bila someone panggil u BITCH? itu yang i rasa sekarang :(

luv, wani..

if only i can erase this feeling as easy as blogging

things are not as simple as it seems. saya merasakan sesuatu yang tidak kena pada keadaan sekeliling. perasaan sangat celaru. tapi seorang kawan yang saya sayang mengatakan, relax and just focus on your study. i know you think i don't understand. maybe i don't. maybe i understood too much to know this is maybe not what i want. i don't think you will ever understand either. haih. tapi apa awak cakap betul. saya mesti focus on study sungguh-sungguh. si pembawa masalah, saya letak tepi dulu (mesti!)

saya takkan biarkan perasaan ini ada di tahap maksima. get the hell out of my mind. secara positifnya saya menganggap ini..we live, we learn and eventually we die. its life.

ok. i have nothing to say. i'm out of words. sebab kalau i over sangat cakap pasal ini, i boleh jadi emo. i need someone to talk to. tapi i tak tahu nak cakap dengan siapa (-_-")

but, sometimes i boleh jadi kuat bila kesayangan yang sorang lagi cakap; i respect dengan ketabahan you. even though you happy, but few know personally what is in your heart.
Alhamdullilah.

most of the time; being syazwani rozelan sangat best. weeee~ this is because you, you, and you put a smile on my face. thank you. xoxo.

p/s: i do love you. saya tak nak kehilangan kamu, si kawan :(
saya tahu kamu sedang baca ini

luv, wani..

let me tell you something

last wednesday, i enjoyed the dinner with encek haziq (lecturer) and few friends of mine. the whole popek session with them were fun. just so you know, our short film KALAU announced as the best video. itu yang pakat pergi celebrate together with encek haziq.

my mind was elsewhere at the moment. ceh ceh. haha

dah licin. friends, i'm sorry that i was silent most of the time bila dah kenyang hati senang. cukup just bagi senyuman :)

all of us.

guys, it was extra-much-fun to talk about everything and just laugh about anything together. i had so much fun. thank you to encek haziq, boys and girls yang menjadikan dinner i sangat best lahh ♥

luv, wani..

my small little secret

seseorang, this is for you. kau jangan tanya soalan bodoh boleh tak? i want to let the past go like a balloon. jangan jadikan ini; worse comes to worst. sorry if i love you little less than before. i've made up my mind; i think i need to come up with new things. i want to get to feel the hope and the joy.

*out of topic seketika

semalam di tempat pengajian tercinta (many knew of, but few know personally), saya mencari toilet sejurus habis kelas. macam biasa, tempat pengajian saya, pelajar-pelajarnya sering masuk toilet untuk sesi pembuangan. macam tempat pengajian kamu-kamu juga. time tengah queue untuk sesi tersebut, seseorang buka mulut untuk bertanya. wani, kau keluar date selalu pakai baju apa? hah? soalan apa ni?

*renung-renungkan

eh, tapi macam masih dalam topic di atas; jangan tanya soalan bodoh boleh tak?

by the way, i dont know and i dont care untuk perkara remeh-temeh sebegitu. belum sampai seru untuk saya berboyfriend-boyfriendyan. so takde istilah date pakai baju apa. tapi kalau tanya kat umah saya pakai baju apa, maybe boleh jawab. semenjak bibik dah takde, saya makin serabai di rumah (-_-")

i think i'm gonna be away for a while. i have so many things to share with you guys but been very busy since semester dah bukak dan ketiadaan bibik. haih
ok, bye-bye kesayangan :)

luv, wani..

the awesome partner

i might not be at the top of your list. i might not always be aside you to hug when you need me. but, i cherish you my good friend. you've always been there for me during good and hard times. even thought we're far from each other (Malaysia-California), i know that you're always near to me by heart. i miss how close we used to be.

there. i ♥ you Akeena Gulam Hassan

munirah, akeena, nazeera. they're my bestbuddies :)


ok makcik. perangai kita masih sama. haha


insyaAllah i akan visit my sayang sorang ni kat California. anyone nak teman? jom!



the distance has made me realize that no matter what, nobody can repace you BFF. i miss you and i love you makcik ♥

i have one last thing to say. good luck for Akeena Gulam Hassan for your study. take care honey. i can't wait for you to come back :)

luv, wani..

cherish every moments

phew. new semester dah start. too many things running in my mind at this very moment. new sem, new subjects, new lecturers, new problemo. i need someone to de-stress my mind right now. there's too many things happenning in my life. ceh ceh. padahal baru start new semester. finally, i've made up my mind on subjects that i should take for this semester. after discussions with my few course friends, i've decided to go for Human-Computer Interaction, Computer Graphic Interactive, Data Struct, Entrepreneurship, Interactive Media and Internet Technology for this semester. i have doubts that i'm gonna do well this semester but i'll try. tak salah kalau mencuba kan?

this is last semester punye moment. me and friends. orang lain concentrate with the class. dan kami? hekhek. i cant never forget random moments like this :)

after two days kelas start, my beloved parents alhamdullilah selamat pulang from jeddah. just so you know, saya seorang budak perempuan yang sangat cengeng kononnye. tidak keruan tanpa parents di sisi. maka on the way untuk menjemput mereka, excited tidak terkata.

cousins. kami macam teruja tengok jalan-bergerak-sendiri kat KLIA tu. kesian kann.

izzaty and i. she's so sweet. izzaty lahhh. not me (-_-")

there, kesayangan i dah sampai. both berjubah hitam. i macam biasa ah. anak abah. mak ketinggalan di belakang. wehee. ok fine! kenapa badan aku blur macam tu. ini kes aku hyper gerak sana-sini or si photographer ada tak puas hati dengan aku ni. bahaha.

thank you to family and friends yang always concerned about me and siblings sepanjang ketiadaan parents disisi. you guys sangat awesome. ingat tu. thanks ya!

oh, so many things on my mind. so many things to say. takpela. for this time being, cerita ini dulu. bye everyone. take care ♥

luv, wani..

two thousand and ten

it has been a wonderful year for me. a tear with perfect combination of happy and sad moments with the loved ones. Alhamdullilah i boleh handle qada and qadar dengan sempurna. Allah berjanji tidak memberi cubaan diluar kemampuan hambaNya. on 14th April 2009, adek kesayangan pulang ke rahmatullah because of her lung cancer. insan paling rapat pergi untuk selama-lamanya. how do you feel? T_T

al-Fatihah..

then, a special thanks to ex-boyfriend and now a friend, who has taught me the real deal about love and life. 2009; the end of our relationship (-_-")

this 2009, i berjaya meng-complete-kan diploma and Alhamdullilah dapat further my study. this is a fresh beginning for things that went awfully wrong in the past. insyaAllah.

luv, wani..