Monday, August 3, 2009

u're d only 1

entry kali ni mayb a bit special bg wani.
bg korang, mayb entry biase.
idea nk post entry nih tibe2 dtg mase wani nanges rindu arwah adik.
xtau npe.
even da rmai ckp.. "wani, jgn ratap sgt. kesian kt adik.."
yup. wani tau. mmg xbaik.
n wani pun bknnye mratap arwah, tp juz rindu. rindu sgt2.
nk2 time skrg. mcm2 happen lam life.
mostly die org 1st yg wani akn citer itu ini.
sbb 2 sumtime akn rase lost.

lg perit bile nanges sorg2.
sbb xnk adik2 yg lain nanges jgk. nk2 mak.
kang xpasal2 je. cian diorg.
after da sedekah al-Fatihah, bru rase much better.
wani leh jd sgt sgt sgt pendiam if tkenang arwah.
split prsonality.
very super duper talkactive trus bcome pasif. -_-

mayb dis entry agak pjg.
up 2 u guyz.
yg mane kenal allahyarhamah mimi n nk ubat rindu pd arwah, mayb leh bace.
yg mane xknal allahyarhamah mimi, but interested nk tau bout her, u're plis.
yg mane xknal allahyarhamah mimi, n not in a gud mood utk bace bnde alah yg pjg2, better jgn bace. [kang xsmpai plak citer ni kt ati korang. aite?]

allahyarhamah mimi fariha..
juz a lil gurl yg 4me tlalu special.
bkn sbb she's my sister.
tp die baik dr segala hal.
betul ckp abah. org baik Allah akn pnjamkn sementara utk kte.
utk kte kenang bnde2 baik ttg die.


mimi ceria sgt orgnye.
idea die kdg2 giler2.
gmbar ats nih mse ktorg kt pd.
mse 2 die ckp kt wani, "..along, cepatla tangkap gambar angah! konon2 angah candid tau.."
bile da amik gmbar die, die xkesah gambar 2 cmne skalipun.
die akn ckp thx. wlupon kdg2 gmbar 2 die xpuas ati.

mimi ske bgambar.
kdg2 syok sndri n kdg2 mntak tlong ktorg.
pas da snap2 gmbar, die tgk gmbr 2 balik, then die snyum2.
huh~ miss her damn much ;(


gmbar ats : after mimi ciap nk g party kt hspital.
gmbar bwh : mimi dlm keta. time ktorg outing.
gmbar kanan : mimi d ward. u guyz see! die msih leh tsnyum cm2. -_-


all her's.
karaoke mmg feveret mimi yg amat sgt.
suare not bad.
mimi ske lagu 'di sane menanti di sini menuggu' [sory if salah. tbalik mayb. xsure sgt lagu nih]
n she owez nyanyi lagu 2.

mimi.. xssh utk org syg die.
she's nice, sweet, kissable, ske gelak n wat lawak. tgk muke pun da tau rite.



mimi luv kids.
yg plg terase bile 2 or 3 kids yg rapat dgn mimi dtg hari kebumi arwah, then diorg nanges tgk mimi baring cm2. omg! huh~
xleh lupe time 2. T_T



d sbbkn wani n mimi close, mcm2 ktorg share.
wani xleh lupe bile mimi citer ttg most of her fren yg xske die.
mayb diorg pkir yg mimi bnyk nyusahkn diorg kt skolah.
kene tolak wheel chair mimi evrytime.. nk g kantin, nk g bengkel, nk g padang, etc..

xpe. xleh salahkn diorg jgk. mayb they hve their own reason.
takut mimi sakit klu tolak kasar2. [mayb]


gambar bwh bufday mimi..
tahun2 terakhir.
alhamdullilah stakat ni mimi hepy dgn clebration yg ktorg wat.
sbb b4 clebrate, mmg akn bace doa 4her dlu.
then die akn ckp thx pd ktorg. sbb die ade ckp ngn wani.. "..harap2 doa ni makbul. angah nk sihat. angah nk jalan.." T_T


mmg berat nk lepaskn mimi..
berat nk terima pemergian mimi..
tp bile tgk derita yg die tanggung dgn kanser ni, ktorg redha dgn pmergian arwah..



angah..
we all luv u so much..
we all missing u damn much.. ;(


mak abah rindu angah.. along, baby, aina pun rindu angah.. rindu sgt. T_T



mimi fariha.. berbahagialah kau d sane..
insyallah klu d izinkan Allah, kte akn jumpe lagi..
amin~

dalam kenangan..


tempat mandi.
mimi xdpt mandi lam toilet.
so kt cni arwah mandi dgn wheel chair..


ubat2 mimi..


&& wheel chair mimi.. ;(


angah.. along rindu sgt.
da xde sape nk share evrythg. no 1 can be like u even mak.
da xde sape nk gelak same2, gado same2, amik gambar same2. [miss moment 2]
da xde sape ktorg nk pggil angah. [start crying bile dgr cazens call their sibling angah] ;(

angah, tima kaseh simpan rahsie along baik2 till d end of ur life.
i do luv u~
T_T

al-Fatihah..

luv, wani..

18 comments:

Anonymous said...

sedih sangat bace post ni. ;(
1st n last nad jumpe die mase sem bape tah ikut farah balik rumah kak long mandi sbb pangsapuri xde air. :)
kak long jgn sedih2 sangat.ade hikmah disebalik sume ni.
be strong ok. :)

wani. said...

thx nad~
kdg2 ssh nk trime.
tp kuatkn iman jgk. kene redha.
kdg2 penah doa nk mimpi mimi sbb rindu sgt2 kt die. T_T
hmm.

Masleeha T. said...

may ALLAH bless her..
and stay strong..kalau mimi tau wani sedih..dia lagi sedih..
take k!

ieqa said...

huhu..soo sad..me lak yg tumpang crying..:'(..

criestz said...

wani salam takziah..
sowi to hear my dear..

taon nie je da 10 kmatian owg y ihsan knl... setiap bulan dr feb 09 til july 09...

kwn ihsan pon bwu je mninggal jun lalu
b4 tu cgu skolah n after die pon cgu skolah..

psl kwn ihsan tu rmai y nanges..

boley tgk kt my blog

http://criestz.blogspot.com/2009/06/bercerita-tentang-ammar.html

ihsan xpnh pon senang2 nak nanges.. tp stiap kali ihsan tgk cdio klip psl ama nie ihsan msti ihsan nanges.. smpai skg.. kite lalu bnde y same tp kamo lg la berat adek kamo..

same2 la kite doakan mereka ye wani
moga diowg tenang disane..

ihsan slalu doa moga ihsan dpt jmpe diowg dlm mimpi..

aritu ihsan mimpi ama hidup blk n mak die menanges coz tgk ama hidup blk.. dala time tu ihsan kt skolah tmpt dimane ihsan kml arwah ama tu.. bile bangon je dr tido ihsan rase sedey sgt2 tringat kan ama huhu

p/s: adek kamo mninggl kenape ?? tq

wani. said...

mas.. thx dear! yup. wani tau mimi tgk wani dr jauh. n 4sure die xnk wani sdih sbb mayb die da bhagia sgt2 kt sne. allahualam. no wory. insyallah me be strong. ;)

ieqa.. thx sgt2. wani tulis bkn nk simpati. cume luah rse d hati. perit sgt rindu ni. xpe. tima kaseh sgt2. mohon al-fatihah utk mimi ye.

ihsan.. mmg lumrah. yg idup pasti akn mati. cume cpat or lmbat. oryte. nnti wani go thru ttg ama. mayb kte bole share rase yg sme. klu Allah izinkn, nk sgt jmpe arwah tsyg lam mmpi. 2 pun da syukur sgt2. hmm. T_T
adik mninggal sbb kanser paru2. 2 yg die mnderita sgt.

F A R :) said...

wani,be strong! may Allah bless her.Amin..

♠ y.a.n.i.e putrajaya ♠ said...

salam takziah dari kak yanie....

semoga roh nya di cucuri rahmat dan di tempatkan di kalangan orang2 yg beriman..

AMIN.....

wani. said...

ct.. oryte. thx dear!

kak yanie.. tima kaseh. amin.. hmm.

T_T

criestz said...

kamo jgn la sedey..
bile seseorg tu die xmelakukan byk dosa ttpi ALLAH memberi ujian kt die.. kamo pon tau kan ALLAH nk hapuskan dosa2 die y lalu n ALLAH nk bg die pahale y besa sgt..

n bile die mninggal dlm usia y sgt muda.. ALLAH nk hadiahkan die syurga..

ihsan pon tumpang gmbira ye wani =)

wani. said...

oryte. thx ihsan.
2 sume keje Allah.
wani bkn nk yg tbaik utk amar or mimi je, tp utk kte sume. insyallah. aminnn.

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KAKNGAH said...

..SALAM WANI..ERMH,SO SORRY,QUITE BZ LATELY..ACTUALLY UR POST BOUT MIMI,KNGAH DH BACA SEJURUS LEPAS WANI INFORM PD KAKNGAH..ACTUALLY,DH TRY POST COMMENT TP XLEH..ERMH.HRNIE,KNGAH BR KESEMPATAN NK KOMEN..BOUT MIMI,IN HER LIFE,SHE SUCCEED IN RAISING THOUSAND LOVES.. BEING A YOUNG MILLIONAIRE OF LOVE,WITH THE LOVES,SHE TRY HARD TO SURVIVE HERSELF..RAMADHAN NIE,KNGAH SEDEKAHKAN ALFATIHAH UTK ARWAH,SHE ALWAYS IN MY MIND..INSYALLAH,WITH THE LOVES THAT SHE RAISE B4,SHE WILL BE HEPI IN THE HEREAFTER..SALAM.. :)

wani. said...

adoi..
tharu. thx k.ngah. yup. evrythg is there 4mimi.. ;)

eLeMeNt 0f L!fE said...

salam...wani...sy yg x kenal mimi pun baca entry ni menitis air mata sy...sy rasa mcm sy dah kenal dia sebelum ni je...sedih sgt...btw bnyk kan berdoa kpd dia k...semoga ditempatkan disisi allah s.w.t...aminn...

wani. said...

wslam.. hye there. alhamdllah klu itu yg u rase.. insyallah kite doa yg tbaek utk die.. aminn~ T_T

Anonymous said...

rndu mimi la......
al-Fatihah utk die kat sane....

mimi...

kak lina kenang jase mimi...
t0lg kak lina angkt brg yg brat2...
nek kat h0stel...
u sgt str0ng, cergas n sweet...(kite sme sweet...wanijgn jeles...haha!)

l0v u dear.....

wani. said...

omg! liena, u dh wat i nanges ah beb.. teringat how kte n mimi gelak2 angkat ur brg.. miss her damn much. yela2. u dgn mimi mmg sweet pon. hahaha. time nanges, i bole consider baik skit even kdg2 bnde yg i puji tu xbtul. muahahaha.. neway, thx a lot kawan. u always being there 4 me time akhir2 mimi.. T_T