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entry kali ni mayb a bit special bg wani.
bg korang, mayb entry biase.
idea nk post entry nih tibe2 dtg mase wani nanges rindu arwah adik.
xtau npe.
even da rmai ckp.. "wani, jgn ratap sgt. kesian kt adik.."
yup. wani tau. mmg xbaik.
n wani pun bknnye mratap arwah, tp juz rindu. rindu sgt2.
nk2 time skrg. mcm2 happen lam life.
mostly die org 1st yg wani akn citer itu ini.
sbb 2 sumtime akn rase lost.

lg perit bile nanges sorg2.
sbb xnk adik2 yg lain nanges jgk. nk2 mak.
kang xpasal2 je. cian diorg.
after da sedekah al-Fatihah, bru rase much better.
wani leh jd sgt sgt sgt pendiam if tkenang arwah.
split prsonality.
very super duper talkactive trus bcome pasif. -_-

mayb dis entry agak pjg.
up 2 u guyz.
yg mane kenal allahyarhamah mimi n nk ubat rindu pd arwah, mayb leh bace.
yg mane xknal allahyarhamah mimi, but interested nk tau bout her, u're plis.
yg mane xknal allahyarhamah mimi, n not in a gud mood utk bace bnde alah yg pjg2, better jgn bace. [kang xsmpai plak citer ni kt ati korang. aite?]

allahyarhamah mimi fariha..
juz a lil gurl yg 4me tlalu special.
bkn sbb she's my sister.
tp die baik dr segala hal.
betul ckp abah. org baik Allah akn pnjamkn sementara utk kte.
utk kte kenang bnde2 baik ttg die.


mimi ceria sgt orgnye.
idea die kdg2 giler2.
gmbar ats nih mse ktorg kt pd.
mse 2 die ckp kt wani, "..along, cepatla tangkap gambar angah! konon2 angah candid tau.."
bile da amik gmbar die, die xkesah gambar 2 cmne skalipun.
die akn ckp thx. wlupon kdg2 gmbar 2 die xpuas ati.

mimi ske bgambar.
kdg2 syok sndri n kdg2 mntak tlong ktorg.
pas da snap2 gmbar, die tgk gmbr 2 balik, then die snyum2.
huh~ miss her damn much ;(


gmbar ats : after mimi ciap nk g party kt hspital.
gmbar bwh : mimi dlm keta. time ktorg outing.
gmbar kanan : mimi d ward. u guyz see! die msih leh tsnyum cm2. -_-


all her's.
karaoke mmg feveret mimi yg amat sgt.
suare not bad.
mimi ske lagu 'di sane menanti di sini menuggu' [sory if salah. tbalik mayb. xsure sgt lagu nih]
n she owez nyanyi lagu 2.

mimi.. xssh utk org syg die.
she's nice, sweet, kissable, ske gelak n wat lawak. tgk muke pun da tau rite.



mimi luv kids.
yg plg terase bile 2 or 3 kids yg rapat dgn mimi dtg hari kebumi arwah, then diorg nanges tgk mimi baring cm2. omg! huh~
xleh lupe time 2. T_T



d sbbkn wani n mimi close, mcm2 ktorg share.
wani xleh lupe bile mimi citer ttg most of her fren yg xske die.
mayb diorg pkir yg mimi bnyk nyusahkn diorg kt skolah.
kene tolak wheel chair mimi evrytime.. nk g kantin, nk g bengkel, nk g padang, etc..

xpe. xleh salahkn diorg jgk. mayb they hve their own reason.
takut mimi sakit klu tolak kasar2. [mayb]


gambar bwh bufday mimi..
tahun2 terakhir.
alhamdullilah stakat ni mimi hepy dgn clebration yg ktorg wat.
sbb b4 clebrate, mmg akn bace doa 4her dlu.
then die akn ckp thx pd ktorg. sbb die ade ckp ngn wani.. "..harap2 doa ni makbul. angah nk sihat. angah nk jalan.." T_T


mmg berat nk lepaskn mimi..
berat nk terima pemergian mimi..
tp bile tgk derita yg die tanggung dgn kanser ni, ktorg redha dgn pmergian arwah..



angah..
we all luv u so much..
we all missing u damn much.. ;(


mak abah rindu angah.. along, baby, aina pun rindu angah.. rindu sgt. T_T



mimi fariha.. berbahagialah kau d sane..
insyallah klu d izinkan Allah, kte akn jumpe lagi..
amin~

dalam kenangan..


tempat mandi.
mimi xdpt mandi lam toilet.
so kt cni arwah mandi dgn wheel chair..


ubat2 mimi..


&& wheel chair mimi.. ;(


angah.. along rindu sgt.
da xde sape nk share evrythg. no 1 can be like u even mak.
da xde sape nk gelak same2, gado same2, amik gambar same2. [miss moment 2]
da xde sape ktorg nk pggil angah. [start crying bile dgr cazens call their sibling angah] ;(

angah, tima kaseh simpan rahsie along baik2 till d end of ur life.
i do luv u~
T_T

al-Fatihah..

luv, wani..